I don't understand how things got so complicated. I mean, I can look back and think about the series of events, but it feels surreal and impossible. How am I here? I have two weeks to think, but it's maddening. It's hard to think about anything else ( Read more... )

Blargh I feel frustrated. Cryptic entry, I know. But blargh. I wish I know what the heck I'm thinking.
It's probably just the same old story, on both ends.
*bangs head on desk*
I don't like shades of grey, I like black and white. D:

 wdfhsdjkfskjbf sfhsahflas I have three midterms next week.
And my email inbox has now hit 200 unread emails.  O_o
WHY DO I ALWAYS IGNORE IT AND LET IT GROW? D:
And I am now a Research Assistant for two labs.
And am running two study groups.
And am in Psych Society.
And work every Saturday.
And yet I have still convinced myself I totally have time to ( Read more... )